aaargh

aaaarrrrgghh !
my mind is fulled of that word.
more more more, and more
I can't find the reason why this word so so so like to stay in my mind.
I got stress. hmmm. maybe it's caused of move on to DEPOK.
I hate to admit it but I hate to do this.
I never mind to leave my fam !
I must be seperated from my bestiest here. owwwwh.. it's a screamest nightmare.
I don't wanna start a new life there alone. ALONE! aaarrrgghhhh ! alone? can I live my life alone? without my great fam and friends? BIG NO NO NO ! :((
I'm not really sure to do this.