again ?!

and I really really hate to feel 'this' (again).
This night I'm missing him (again) for the thousand times. I don't know why I can feel this again.
In a few days a go I guess I've been totally forget him. But in the fact that's just for a short time. Again and again and again I can't put his face out of my mind.
Oh God ! Is he too perfect to be forgoten?

I'll be waiting for a moment when I tell you that I'm not loving anymore :|